New mom is deep despair facing eviction

I feel like just giving up. Complete hopelessness and sadness. I was fired from my job back in 2018 for being ill while pregnant. I also escaped a very physically and emotionally abusive relationship soon after I found out I was expecting. I gave birth to a healthy baby boy last month. I'm trying my hardest to find any work and have sold all my possessions to make money. I have no family I can rely on and literally out of money. I don't know how to get out of this dark hole. I'm facing eviction and very behind on all bills. I feel like my infant son would be better without me because I cannot provide for him at the moment. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!