Need Help fast!

I am in desperate need of cash to get a federal lawyer for me and my husband. It’s sad that we live in world that if you don’t have money, your life doesn’t matter. I wa told that with a public defender I would definitely go to prison but with a hired attorney I would probably not go to prison. I got an indictment for something I did not do. I was getting hemp for my dog that had seizures and now I’m being charged with a federal offense. My husband got up set and threatened the agents because they sent 6 men to get one woman and would not show a warrant. I know people say all the time they didn’t do a crime but I swear on everything I didn’t do this crime. I am innocent but have already been the subject of abuse by federal agents. I couldn’t afford to get the amount of hemp he needed to make cbd oil. The oil calmed his seizures down from upnton50 a day to about 5 every 2 weeks. . It took over a 2 pounds of hemp to make good quality oils that would calm his seizures. I finally got it right. Soon after the man selling the hemp to me got arrested and he ended up passing away( the dog.) I am now in bad trouble and so is my husband with the Feds. Like I said if you have money you won’t go to prison but if you don’t you are screwed. Anything will help me. I am almost 50 and my health isn’t the greatest and my husbands isn’t either. My depression will kill me in there if I make it to even going because I’m so depressed. Thank you all in advance!!
Amanda Horton