Need help ASD diagnosis

Hi all, my name is Nick McCarthy I am 29 years old. I have been struggling all my life to fit in and get on in a society I cannot accept or understand. From an early age I learned to act or pretend when confronted with a social situation. I have managed to work and had multiple roles but due to the stress and anxiety of social situations, I always end up leaving as I just cannot handle the standard day to day.

I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression and will be on medication for this for the rest of my life. Due to some signs that my doctor noticed I was referred for an Autism assessment and after many hours of being grilled/tested, I have had confirmation as to why I have struggled so much in life. I am on the spectrum and recieved a formal diagnosis.

So now I am out of work and my partner is struggling to keep us afloat working all the hours god sends and I just feel so useless.
This is my last option to lower myself to asking people who I dont know for assistance its degrading and upsetting.

If you require any more information please PM me I can provide proof of diagnosis this is not a scam in desperate need of any donations.

My paypal link is below thanks in advance.

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