Lost my job. Please help.

I am so sorry to have to beg like this. I am truly embarrassed. It all started when I lost my job at the end of January due to Covid. My company downsized and they offered me a transfer 4 hours away. I was unable to take it due to being in a lease for my apartment, and my general desire not to move that far away from my mom. So I was denied unemployment. I had some money saved and I thought I could make it stretch until I found steady work. Unfortunately I was wrong my town was hit hard by Covid and the lockdowns and work didn't come as easy as I had hoped. I have been doing odd jobs and free lance gigs to get by, I've sold every electronic item I own besides this laptop, and my parents have helped me as best they could, but I am at the end of my rope. I am behind on my car payment and my rent. But more than anything I am humiliated that every time I look at my mom I feel like a failure. I don't want to be a disappointment but I just can't seem to dig myself out of this one. In happier news I have two different interviews lined up next week for full time work from home customer service jobs, with good pay, and I am currently waiting to hear back from the owner of a local bar/restaurant about a job as a cook. However, I am in need of assistance to get me through that process and to my first paycheck. I will be forever grateful if you are able to help in anyway. I can't thank you enough. God Bless.

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