Lost Mother of two trying to find hope

My name is Nicole. I have two small children under the age of 5. I am a single mother on a fixed income. I've lost my home, Lost all of $3500 of my income taxes, lost my social security income,along with my insurance so therefore I couldn't see my doctor and that made me loose my medicine for my disabilities. I Lost my car, lost everything that I worked hard for after my son got hit by a car that caused him to have a broken jaw in two places, 5 skull fractures. His mouth was wired shut for 6 weeks and a feeding tube for 8 weeks. Most importantly, I lost my children because when I get to happy someone always ends up crashing my world! I'm a wonderful mom! I love both of my children! They are my reason to breathe and keep fighting for them! I cry daily because I'm tired of getting everything taken from me, having to struggle and figure out how to give my children a better life than what I had. I want my children to grow up knowing that I tried mama tried I want my kids to be able to ask me for things I may not have to worry about how I'm going to get it for them. I want my children back in my arms and both together with me! Please help me. I'm tired of being tired of struggling from everyday life. I just need a stable place to bring my children back to their mother. May God bless you thank you so much