Grieving and new mental diagnosis is hindering my progress.

So my mother just dies a year ago in January and this is was her favorite time of year. Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years. Also, he Birthday and death day are ten years apart in January. I’ve already been to the hospital once this yea and I’m attending therapy but my insurance is running out and I won’t be able to afford it. Could someone’s please help me raise money to get this fixed? I have a laundry list of issues i need to go for and I do to t hunk I ill make it with without it. Thank you for listening.    -Aja