21 years of Narcisstic abuse,left with nothing.

Hi there. 
I am a 41 year old female who divorced 6 months ago.
I met my husband when I was 16 and he groomed me for 21 years. Making me believe I am worth nothing. After a psych hospital I landed up in for depression I learned the monster my ex husband is and that everything I experience was not normal. I played in his hands when we divorced and am left with nothing. I am looking for work at the moment,but after being a housewife and mother of 4,I am finding jobs out there with someone without experience is few....I will continue my search. Anyone who can fund me just to buy food for now or big funds to start my own business would be awesome seeing that I am divorced,unemployed and broke,I need a jump start. Please,if anyone can assist,I would be greatfull.....even a job anywhere would be great,I will work for the money,I only need a chance....please.